you fight in a million fights

- but it's yourself you cannot bear


This is me. This is what I am.

May 16

after 1 month at hospital 

after 1 month at hospital 


scars will heal
soon

scars will heal

soon



Jan 28

beetrootstainedrainbows asked: Hope you're okay x

“no, I’m pretty fucking far from okay”


relapse. again. didn’t even have to wait at the emergency. it was that bad.. 

relapse. again. didn’t even have to wait at the emergency. it was that bad.. 


relapse, big fucking time

relapse, big fucking time


Dec 28

Anonymous asked: You're beautiful. Keep fighting, and keep smiling. You never know who might be falling in love with your smile.

:) 


Dec 27

asaberu asked: how do you cover your arms in the summer? just long sleeves? :/

well, yeah.. just long sleeves. when you starve yourself you’re always freezing, so it isn’t that hard. 


asaberu asked: that picture is so ... :( ahhh. i have a question about it.. when the cuts are that wide, how long does it bleed for? how long does it take to close up? isn't it extremely hard to function when you have gaping cuts like that? :(

well… I think it bleed for a couple of hours, at least. And my wounds heal very, very slowly, so it takes at least two months. No, I don’t think so.. but then, I’m kinda used to these kind of wounds and how to cover them up. 


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